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It's that time of the week again - a new episode for Phantasmagoria. This week, it's The Pack. As an episode, it isn't very Angel-ly, so we work with what we have... :~))

This is a little strange, but it's quite short, at about 2,000 words.



Author : Jo
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Rating : General

Summary : We don’t see Angel in ‘The Pack’. What’s he doing?


THE PACK

Her nostrils are thick with the scent of Meat. Of Blood, and Flesh, and Bone. Yet she hasn’t eaten, and she’s ravenous. The other members of the Pack didn’t allow her in to feed, and she could only watch them at the Kill, knowing she’d be allowed to lick up the scraps when they’d gorged their fill.

But Men had come before the Kill was eaten, and they’d taken away the Meat and they’d taken away the rest of her pack. She huddles further into the den, as the pictures flicker through her mind once again.

The Man had fallen (fallen or been pushed, and she doesn’t care which) into their new territory. It’s a small, hard, inadequate territory, but it’s all they have, now, in this strange New World. Her eldest daughter, as alpha female, was the first to feed, tearing at the tender belly flesh, and then the rest of them, heedless of the screams of the Kill.

Not so long ago, she would have been the first, but things have changed in the pack. Something has happened to the bones in her hips. She doesn’t have the word for arthritis, but she understands very well the splinter-sharp fire. Hyaenas can always sense weakness, and attack it, even in one of their own. Now that she’s crippled, and can’t hunt, can’t run for the prey, can’t pull it down, can only feed on the dead, she’s bottom of the hierarchy. There lies starvation.

Or, at least, she would have starved, out on her own home plains. Here, her inevitable death might have taken longer, because there’s so far been enough food to go round. That was until today. Until the pack ate the Kill, while she tried to snatch a mouthful of flesh, of guts, of bone, of anything, but was driven away by the teeth of her family.

Before they could finish, the Men came and attacked the pack with sticks of blue lightning, and took the lifeless bodies of her family away with them. She’d stayed unseen, cowering in the shadows of the rocks-that-aren’t-rocks. Now, she’s alone, as she has never been alone in all her life, and the mouth-watering aroma of blood still surrounds her. There’s no food, though. The Men took every scrap away with them.

A new scent makes her look up, from the shadows of the den. A Man is standing silently, looking down into the darkness of the pit. No. Not a Man. Ever since she was brought to this place, she’s scented these on the night winds as they stalked their prey. She’s never seen one of them, but her heritage tells her what he is. Only one of his kind would be able to approach so close to her, yet remain unheard. Afraid, she shrinks further back into the rocks-not-rocks.

He stands unmoving for a few minutes, looking down, and then suddenly he leaps over the barrier and lands lightly, without a stumble, just a few yards from her. He makes no move to come closer, but she’s sure that he can see her. He smells of death and temptation. His own scent is mixed with that of his last Kills. She doesn’t know the word, but he’s been killing the beasts that this place has instead of the antelopes she knows so well. She can smell the blood and the flesh and the bone clearly, exactly the scent that comes to her sometimes, on the wind from the mountains, when the big cats are about.

Angel’s been hunting deer.

He leans back against the rough stone wall and gracefully slides down, until he’s sitting with his arms wrapped around his knees.

“You might as well be fangless, too, hadn’t you?” he says into the darkness, but she knows that it’s to her. She cocks her head a little, but she doesn’t move into view.

He leans his head back against the wall. “Not part of the pack any more, are you. Wouldn’t they let you feed? No, I don’t suppose they would. They’d have killed you eventually, you know.”

He falls silent, but she makes no sound. She can’t understand human words, of course, but she’s a predator. She understands body language very well. The tone of his voice, the variation in his scent, the shift of his muscles, all these are pictures to her. She knows that there’s something that he believes links the two of them, and she’s got a good idea what that is.

At last he says, “They’re trying to get all the other body parts out of your pack, so that they’ve got as much of him as possible to bury. Or maybe to burn. If Giles were involved, I’d think he was doing it to be on the safe side, but I don’t suppose these people know anything about things like this. I guess they’re only doing it because of the human need for closure, for a body to bury…”

There’s a silence again, which she refuses to fill. She wonders whether he’s getting ready to kill her.

He turns his head in her direction. “At least you were still part of your family, even though you were… different. How will you manage without them? What would be the kindest thing?”

Now she knows he’s getting ready to kill her, and her lips curl into a snarl. The warning growl resonates in her chest, but it’s overshadowed by his, in reply. She cowers back again, making sure that her vulnerable hindquarters are backed into a corner. Her jaws and teeth, strong enough to break the largest bones, are her only real defence, but they may not be enough against this.

He takes a deep breath, and she realises that this is his first since he dropped down into her world.

“No, you aren’t like the others, are you?”

The tone is conversational, but she doesn’t underestimate the importance of his question. Something in her wishes she could answer in words that he could understand. Then she remembers that he is an even better predator than she is, and he has his own means of understanding his prey.

No, she isn’t like the others, although she’s no idea how he knows. They had it from their father. It’s a difference of… she doesn’t have the concept of spirit, but it’s what she means. She remembers him well, such a strong male, before the lions got him. She had her choice of mates, but there was always something dark about him, dark and dangerous, and that was what attracted her. The children had that same darkness, and she supposes that was why they could share their spirits with Men. They did it in the local villages, did it too often, she thinks, until they were feared more than they were venerated. Perhaps that was why they were hunted to desperation, why she was injured, and now has fire in her hip, why they are here in this dreadful captivity. Why her children are now dead.

He’s wrong. They were the ones who were different. She’s just a hyaena.

His gaze seems to pierce the darkness around her, to see straight through her to whatever makes her what she is.

“I know what that’s like.”

She dares to sniff the air, to take a lungful of his scent. He is different from the others. Not just the difference of one individual to another. It’s something more than that. More...human. She doesn’t understand it, but she knows it’s important.

He rests his forehead on his knees, and she creeps forward, still on her belly, to see better. When he lifts his head again, he doesn’t look at her.

“I’m a vampire, and I’m in love with the Slayer. Have you ever heard anything so ridiculous?”

She cocks an ear and thinks about her mate.

“At least, part of me is. The other part wants to give her death, to feed on her and watch the life draining from her, and that would be just the beginning. Is that love?”

His head sinks lower, until his cheek is against the side of his knee. “I almost walked away from her today… I still should… It can’t ever be anything. And she’d kill me if she knew what I am. All the things I’ve done.”

There’s that silence again.

“It isn’t hard, choosing. I’ve been doing that for a hundred years. And that old goat should have been dusted years ago. But it’s hard, standing between her and… them. Buffy. Darla…”

Too swiftly for her to see, he rises to his feet and then he’s leaning into the den and has her by the scruff. Before she knows it, she’s dangling helplessly from his fist, her back curved and her hind legs drawn up against her belly, as impotent as a cub. She’s a very large female, larger than most. She weighs nearly two hundred pounds, but he holds her with no more effort than if she were a newborn.

“What about you? You’re a killer, too. Should you live? They’ll remember to do a head count soon, and then they’ll come back for you.”

She’s very frightened now, and she whimpers. His stare is searching, and hard. Then, in one graceful movement, he carries her out of the pit, and they’re standing behind the barrier. Yellow tape flutters around them, and the floor is still marked with red ochre symbols, the colour of blood. She knows what they are. They need a predatory act to give them life and power. If he kills her here, would the ritual be satisfied? Would she be absorbed into him, and live through him? Would he become her?

He doesn’t put her down. She turns frightened eyes to his, and he reaches out and grasps her muzzle in his free hand. Despite the enormous strength of her jaws, she can’t break his hold, no matter how hard she struggles. In her desperation, she almost misses his whisper.

“Does everything deserve a second chance? Do you? Do I?”

Then he shakes her, and she stops struggling.

“Stay out of sight. There are plenty of dead things out there for you. Don’t make me have to come and kill you.” He turns to face the surrounding mountains. “There’s the carcass of a deer up on that slope. Take it. Remember what I said.”

He puts her down, more gently than she would have expected, and she sets off at a painful run. At the door, she hesitates and looks back. He’s still standing in the same spot, and she wonders whether there is any magical significance to an act of kindness on those symbols. Then she’s off, making the best speed that she can.

She wonders whether things would have been different, if she’d chosen a different mate, or if she’d taken her pack away from the treacherous villages. She’s lost and alone, now, and doesn’t know how she will survive. And she wonders what He would be like, if he went back to his pack, back to the other vampires in this place. She’d like to know whether he is asking himself that.

Behind her, Angel strolls out of the Hyena House, glad to get away from the stink of magic and the temptation of blood. He only came here to test himself, to see whether he could stand the scent of a human kill, and not show his true face. Whether he could be around Buffy and not give himself away. He wonders how many mistakes he’s going to make in the conflict between the Slayer and everything that he is. And he wonders whether he’s ever going to kiss her.


The End
August 2008




Hope you enjoy it.

Jo
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From:velvetwhip
Date:August 17th, 2008 03:37 pm (UTC)
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Excellent! Nice way to get Angel into things! I truly enjoyed this!


Gabrielle
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 17th, 2008 05:15 pm (UTC)
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:~)))

Can't leave him out, can we?

*Thank you*, Gabrielle! Trust me to go for the wildlife, eh?
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From:velvetwhip
Date:August 17th, 2008 05:16 pm (UTC)
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You did so in a brilliant way!

BTW, did you see that I finally participated? I posted a Pack drabble today...


Gabrielle
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 17th, 2008 05:30 pm (UTC)
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Yes, I did indeed - I went there straight after replying, and got a brilliant surprise! (And I did eventually work out which was the leave a comment button - you know how unhandy I am with this stuff! *Chuckle*) It's really nice to have someone in there who's going to give us some more in-depth thinking about Willow.

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Jo
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From:velvetwhip
Date:August 17th, 2008 05:51 pm (UTC)
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Oh gosh...yes, I did change the wording for 'Leave a Comment'...sorry!

I am so flattered you thought well of my tiny offering. I will do my best to provide more Willow in the future. I already have something for Out of Mind, Out of Sight...it's a sequence from a fic of mine that I feel can stand on its own.


Gabrielle
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 17th, 2008 06:46 pm (UTC)
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No sorries! Keeps my ageing brain cells active! :~)))

You're going to do more? Goody! And existing work is great, too. I've just got a few more things to catch up on, and then I'll come and catch up on what you've been up to!

Oh, and speaking of tiny offerings - I have *so much* admiration for people who can do drabbles, like you do. It's way, way out of my scope. You're all so... precise! :~)))

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Jo
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From:velvetwhip
Date:August 17th, 2008 08:19 pm (UTC)
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Hee! Your brain seems most active to me.

I am going to try. I have a rather complex fic going right now that's taking a lot of my attention and time, but I really want to participate, so...

Thanks! They can be a nice way to simply catch a moment in time and hold it there. But your fics are gorgeous, so you should have no regrets.


Gabrielle
From:ellan_vannin
Date:August 17th, 2008 05:47 pm (UTC)
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Oh my gosh! You ALWAYS take the unexpected road with these eps!

*is humbled*

If you could bottle your creativity, I would SO buy it!
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 17th, 2008 06:48 pm (UTC)
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Awww, thank you!! :~)))

*Skips*

And fingers out of my brain, please - Ares has already stolen a goodly part of it, and she keeps threatening to steal more! ;~)))

*Chuckle*

Jo
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From:trepkos
Date:August 17th, 2008 07:55 pm (UTC)
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Very interesting tale!
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 17th, 2008 08:53 pm (UTC)
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:~))

*Thank you*.

Jo
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From:cornerofmadness
Date:August 18th, 2008 02:45 am (UTC)
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nicely done
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 18th, 2008 09:00 am (UTC)
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Thank you! :~))
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From:ares132006
Date:August 18th, 2008 05:09 am (UTC)
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Yes, ellan vannin. Keep your fingers out of Jo's brain. I have first dibs. :0))))

This is a wonderful sidestep into the mind of the hyena. I love how similar both she and Angel are. How they are apart from their fellows. How much they hurt, how they have the same needs and yet cannot feed. I love how he comes down to her level to speak to her even knowing she may not understand, but she responds anyway.
He rests his forehead on his knees, and she creeps forward, still on her belly, to see better. When he lifts his head again, he doesn’t look at her.

“I’m a vampire, and I’m in love with the Slayer. Have you ever heard anything so ridiculous?”

She cocks an ear and thinks about her mate.


And this reminder how strong Angel is and how gentle he is.


Too swiftly for her to see, he rises to his feet and then he’s leaning into the den and has her by the scruff. Before she knows it, she’s dangling helplessly from his fist, her back curved and her hind legs drawn up against her belly, as impotent as a cub. She’s a very large female, larger than most. She weighs nearly two hundred pounds, but he holds her with no more effort than if she were a newborn.


Absolutely love this. Letting her go at the end was very much to my liking. One never knows with you, my dear. *wink*

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From:librarian2003
Date:August 18th, 2008 09:02 am (UTC)
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Hee!

*Thank you*, my dear. Glad you enoyed it, and I'm happy I can still give you surprises!

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Jo
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From:dal_118
Date:August 19th, 2008 12:01 pm (UTC)
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terrific tale...love how you take the eps with no angel and let us see what he wss up to... as always excellent... hugs!!!
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 19th, 2008 03:50 pm (UTC)
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Hee! We can't go Angel-less, can we...

*Thank you*, my dear - glad to have entertained you!

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Jo
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From:faymeadows
Date:August 19th, 2008 04:20 pm (UTC)
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Your analogies slay me.

Never figured that a hyena's PoV could damn near make me cry.

whether there is any magical significance to an act of kindness on those symbols

Mmm, now there's a fascinating question... Thanks for throwing in this extra dab of food-for-thought at the end of a most enjoyable reading experience. :)
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 19th, 2008 06:41 pm (UTC)
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:~)))

*Skips*..

Thank you for the huggable (if slightly soggy) feedback!

And the act of kindness? Well, you know what they say - No good deed goes unpunished...

Jo
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From:tinka023
Date:August 20th, 2008 01:16 am (UTC)
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Exellent! i thoroughly enjoyed it ;)
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 20th, 2008 06:56 am (UTC)
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Thank you, tinka!

:~)))
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From:acacia5
Date:August 29th, 2008 12:49 pm (UTC)
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I really enjoyed this. Such an original idea, and very poignant.
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From:librarian2003
Date:August 29th, 2008 04:09 pm (UTC)
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:~)))

Thank you very much! Glad you enjoyed it.

Jo
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